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i am WRAIKULL! hear me roar's Journal
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2005.02.07 01.47
the time has come
guys this journal is dying. actually it died a while ago. i've got a new one, if you are interested.
if you would like to remain informed with the engaging and riveting life that is mine, please comment. then i'll let you in on my secret
turtlepowerchk lived a long, useful life. after you read this, please take a moment of silence.
see ya on the flipside, suckahs!!
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2004.12.31 02.02
i am being completely honest and sincere when i say that i thank God for andrew madrid. words can be so powerful.
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2004.12.20 23.49
Who really cares, cause it's your life You never know, it could be great
You have received grades for 13 credits Section Course Credit Grade
1191X ECO 2023 03 A
1059X CGS 2531 03 A
6171X POS 2041 03 A
6021X SLS 1102 01 A
0518X SPN 3300 03 A
jealous much? because you should be.
on a totally unrelated note, i have come to the realization that my memory sucks and thus i will undertake to try and recount as many dear memories as i can on good ole L to the J.
Mood:  bored
Music: family guy
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2004.12.14 21.42
But then she went away and she's not coming back and I'm pretty sure that boy is staying in tonight
We are the puzzle pieces who seldom fit with other puzzle pieces. Romantics, idealists, eccentrics, we inhabit singledom as our natural resting state. In a world where proms and marriage define the social order, we are, by force of our personalities and inner strength, rebels. Instead of centering our lives on a significant other, we build social networks of friends who become our significant others. Instead of romancing particular people we are romancing the world... We aren't willing to settle for anything less than butterflies.
We believe that love really is a battlefield... and that we're on the front lines!
Rest in Peace Clara Brown. You will be missed more than you ever know.
December 14, 2004.
What a hell of a long week.
Mood: crushed
Music: I <3 the 80s (strikes back)
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2004.11.28 17.00
i dont want no one to squeeze me, they might take away my life...
...i just want someone to hold me and rock me through the night
this is the second time i've tried to type this. if it screws up again, it wasn't meant to be
going home was very nice. much more relaxing than i thought it would be. went to david's. i saw and was seen. made small talk. could have done without the leila and kelly hall-ness, but eh what are you going to do. and oh that david melton! what an interesting development you have become. ian was there and was "so happy to see me" i wonder why, except i don't really have to wonder at all. even dear andrew graced us with his presence, which was really a highlight since we talk so much still.
that soon grew old and off to karl's we go. so many memories in that garage attic. returning there made me want to not go back to school. it was so great to see the group again, especially karl. he is pretty much my filipino half and it sucks that he is all the way in CT. will get to visit him at yale for spring break though. yay. there was ungodly amounts of delicious food. xmen. excessive levels of homoeroticism. many pictures (alex and lindsay-i better get copies!) stayed until my parents got pissy, like the old days. the night ended in an interesting, unexpected way. i guess those are the best kinds of endings.
got to hang out with roman! that cooky kid! i miss his incessant enthusiasm. snakes at baskin robbins? what? the starbucks bathroom? excuse me? and homecoming...who knew. not i.
but the weekend was really bittersweet too. i'm sure most have stopped reading by now. maybe thats why i saved this for the end. or maybe i really just wanted to not dwell on it. there were very specific people i wanted to see when i went home. but two of those people decided i wasn't worth their time, someone else was slightly (read: much more) significant, or something of that nature. i thought our relationships were something special, but i'm afraid i've just been deluding myself these past couple of months. it would have been nice, guys. i'll be here waiting should you decide to care again.
give me one reason to stay here and i'll turn right back around
Mood: bittersweet
Music: give me one reason - tracy chapman
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2004.09.22 18.39
we'll cut our bodies free from the tethers of this scene
so I decided today was the day to actually follow through.
somehow i failed to learn my lesson from track and underestimated once again, but this is far more enjoyable than track...
i think
that's right, boys and girls. today was my first day of fencing practice. yea i know how cool. be in awe of my awesomeness.
i actually want to practice the basic moves i learned today. but yes, much harder than anticipated. not to mention everyone is fully a month ahead of me. i ache but i want to go back. plus i get to hang out with my boys- stephen, alex, and james.
if this experience has taught me nothing then i have learned:
1- i need new tennis shoes. why aren't there any sports you can play in flip flops?
2- i'm in hoooorrible shape. i successfully refrained from throwing up today, but the fact that i wanted to...after not too much work is not good.
i considered cancelling my gym date with jared because of this, but i think i'm still going to go. i need to be whipped into shape in order to keep up with everyone else. and who better to whip me into shape than the guy who benched/lifted/whatev something like 500 pounds in highschool.
other points of excitement for today:
-buying a nifty spanish-english dictionary
-getting my $2500 from national achievement
this has probably been one of my most productive days thus far. and to think it started off as one of my laziest.
Mood:  satisfied
Music: postal service - sleeping in
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2004.09.05 02.08
i am speechles.i'm astonished and amazed
i can't even begin to describe this weekend. it has been...so surprising but in a good way. too bad my weekend ends on tuesday this week. i could do this all the time.
none of you guys will know what i'm talking about, so don't even try
Mood:  indescribable
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2004.08.06 12.01
And to wipe the slate clean new And do what they want and say what they mean
so it's funny how tom isn't here yet and he was supposed to be here 30 mintues ago.
and i mean funny in that not at all kinda way
chuck and wade's exxxtravaganza. i can't wait. oops. i mean i guess i have to. thank you tom. bleh.
so i was listening to crazy sexy cool by tlc last night (3am) and i hear a non-member of tlc rapping. i thoughts to meself that he sounded like big boi from outkast. i look at the liner notes and indeed it is. be in awe of my listening skills.
i finally signed up for UF's honors program. even narrowed it down to my top ten honors classes "because most of the honors classes are probably already filled." now really. come on. i was just at preview the week before. it seems as if they could have told me then so i wouldn't have been totally screwed out of getting a class i wanted. i hope i don't have to redo my entire schedule for this.
another waste of an update.
someone report me for LJ abuse and neglect.
Mood:  irritated
Music: dismemberment plan
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2004.07.01 03.37
almost time for departure?
so we should be off to louisiana and tennesse fairly soon. i decided to stay awake so i could sleep most of the way there.
oh yea and a big shout out to mah dawg scott the rifleman holding it down in the big S to the C.
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2004.06.29 00.51
only so much i can fake, only so much i can prove
so i havent updated in for-freakin-ever.
i got a job. no you cant know what it is. i am ashamed.
made some new friends, i guess.
leaving for louisiana soon.
my life has been....well enough on that subject already.
what a waste of an update.
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2004.05.27 23.05
fairly accurate actually.
JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and
soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive.
Active mind. Hesitating, tends
to delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and
humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.
Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able
to show character. Easily
hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up.
Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom
shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.
Brand conscious. Executive.
Stubborn.
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2004.04.27 23.05
i hate UF so much
Is it true what I heard about the Son of God
Did he come to save, did he come at all
And if I dried his feet
With my dirty hair
Would he make me clean again
They say they don't know when but a day is gonna come
When there won't be a moon and there won't be a sun
It will just go black
It will just go back
To the way it was before
I knew a lovely girl with such pretty pride
And every man wanted her and so did I
And so did I
But she up and died
In a fit of vanity
Now men with purple hearts carry silver guns
And they will kill a man for what his father has done
But what my father did
You know it don't mean shit
I'm not him
So you think I need some discipline well I've had my share
I have been sent to my room, I've been sat in a chair
And I held my tongue
I didn't plug my ears
No I got a good talking to
Now I don’t know why but I still try to smile
When they talk at me like I’m just a child
Well I’m not a child
No I am
Much younger than that
And now I have read some books and I have grown quite brave
If I could just speak up I think I would say
That there is no truth
There is only you
And what you make the truth
So I will just sing my songs and I'll pass a hat
Then I'll leave your town and I'll never look back
No I don't look back
Because the road is clear
Layed out ahead of me
I'll get home and meet my friends at our favorite bar
We'll get some lighter heads for our heavy hearts
And we will share a drink
Yeah we'll share our fears
And they will know how I love them
They will know how I love
They will know how I love them
I am nothing without their love
Now I don't know when but a day is gonna come
When there won't be a moon and there won't be a sun
It will all go black
It will all go back
To the way it is supposed to be
Is it true what they say about the Son of God
Did he die for us, did he die at all
And if I sold my soul
For a bag of gold
To you which one of us would be the foolish one
Which one if us would be the fool
Which one if us would be the fool
Which one if us would be the fool
Could you please start explaining
You know I need some understanding
I could do with some exaplaining
You know I want to understand
Mood: crushed
Music: bright eyes
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2004.04.26 22.58
Life is a fantasy dress ball and if you must come as yourself, you're no fun at all
so things are stabilizing and i'm feeling fine.
there's a lot of things i want to update, but first GRAD BASH!
holy crap it was so exciting. we had many bus troubles, some kid from my kid stole, etc etc but whatever.
i don't really like unwritten law or the ataris, but man did i have fun at their sets. i crowdsurfed for the first time! the second time i ended up on stage. i could have humped the lead singer from the ataris had i wanted to, but i definitely didn't want to. oooh and i got a black eye from being in the mosh pit. i was all bruised but the adrenaline was pumping super strong, so i was able to convince ash to go on the hulk with me!
there is so much more that happened, but my work is calling. teach me to sleep until 9pm. 4 more days.
4 more days.
4 more days.
and highschool is done
Mood:  nostalgic
Music: the simpsons
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2004.04.14 23.24
i'm so happy i found this
i was trying to think of this song alllll day.
the wonders of the internet.
That's just my baby daddy
1- Who that is?
That's just my baby daddy
Who that is?
That's just my baby dad
Who that is?
That's just my baby daddy
Who that is?
That's just my baby dad, boy
Who that is?
That's just my baby dad
Who that is?
That's just my baby dad
Who that is?
That's just my baby daddy
Who that is?
T-Bird, that's just my baby daddy
Why everytime I call it's the same thing?
You gotta be on the phone with Elaine
Or either Shawna, or Donna
(T-Bird I'm a call you back, I'm on the phone with my mamma)
When the phone click don't even try it girl
Quit lying girl
You must think I'm stupid or either blind girl
Cuz something ain't right and I'm finna go
You said y'all broke up a long time ago
And who was L.A. Sno?
(Boy dat ain't nobody, that's just my baby daddy)
Repeat 1
You said your baby daddy was locked up, but why?
The Bird say y'all was at the mall
(You a liar)
You a liar
OK, then what his name?
(Lil Paul)
Yesterday you said his name was James, so it ain't the same
It must be your new boyfriend
How come your bestfriend told me the dude's name was Ken?
(Whatever)
You better get it together, cuz whenever you lie?
I'm like Mary J., I'm not gon' cry
(Don't cry)
Hey, won't you get up and get the door?
(You get the door)
Yo, who that is?
(I don't know, who is it?)
I bet that's just your baby daddy
Repeat 1
What's up man? You ready to go?
(What we do now?)
You know we gotta go to the store
Now see, that's a perfect example
You know you ain't fixin' ta' go get no pampers
Well, while ya at it, get some milk
If ya don't hurry back
I'mma been done dipped
Oh baby, you can save the drama
Cuz I'm finna go and to see my baby, momma
Repeat 1
I'm sick and tired, girl
You 'bout to get fired, girl
Don't even try, girl
Behind already, just lies girl
I'm sick and tired, girl
You 'bout to get fired, girl
Shut up and keep quiet, girl
I'm sick & tired of all your lying, girl
T-Bird, I need some money for my baby
I ain't giving you no money, that ain't my baby
(Yes T-Bird, it was)
That ain't my kid
(Yes it is your daughter)
I got one son
(You got a daughter, too)
I got a son named Prince and that's it
(T-bird, you trippin')
I ain't smell that junk you talkin'
(T-Bird!)
Forget that!
(But T-Bird, I love you)
I ain't wit it, I ain't wit it
Forget that
Repeat 1
My man DJ Hell! Ain't your baby daddy
L.A. Sno! Ain't your baby daddy
My man Pressure, ain't your baby daddy
Uh J.D., he ain't yo baby daddy
That's just my baby daddy
Repeat 1
You, you, you know I, I, I
I hate her so now, and this ain't no lie
The reason why, I'm just that type of guy
My name is T-Bird and I do not play, hey
We was gon' break up anyway
I'm finally free and I'm all alone
Ain't gon' even call her on the telephone
Ain't crazy, she is crazy
She never clean up no way
The girl is lazy
Repeat 1
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2004.04.13 23.17
i may be adopted?
i have a really flat face.
like no seriously.
look at my profile.
i must be part eskimo or something
and yes. i am avoiding my history essays like the plague.
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2004.03.08 17.55
thank you lord!
because i sho nuff needed some help.
yes yes thank you tulane.
that would be $14thousand for tuition each year
that would be $2thousand for housing each year
no it doesn't cover it all like my parents pointed out multiple times, but its a start!
ha! take that ron brown...
trying to tell me i'm not scholarly enough...
Mood: woo hoo!
Music: simpson's theme
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